Sometimes I just want someone to look me in the eyes and tell me they understand
When we’re together, every thing is perfect. We laugh, we smile so much, and we have the dumbest fun. We even snuggle and kiss.
But when we’re not together you treat me like shit..
You show no emotion, no liking towards me whatsoever, and no love.. Do you know how much it hurts when you just walk away after I tell you I love you? No you don’t. Because I’ve never in my life done that to you..
You’ve been ungrateful and mean lately..
That’s not who I fell in love with..
If I could get so snuggly with you right now..
That’d be great
No matter how hard it is I’ll get through it
I’ll stick in this for you and for me
I love you with everything in me
I’m just not used to this shit.. Going from doing everythin with you, straight to nothing has taken its tole on me and it really sucks..
I want make up sex, I want make up everything I can’t help it
All I know is that I love you, and ill love you more and better than anyone else ever could..
I want to share everything with you, keeping this all pent inside is so fucking hard I need you to understand that..
I’m convinced that this feeling is worse than dieing.
Not being able to do anything with someone your in love with for 7 fucking months. No I don’t only want sex and I never have, but this is so far overboard it’s driving me crazy
But more importantly
I can’t even kiss you..
I can’t hold your hand..
I hate this more than anything
I know you say you know what you want and you want to be with me
I know I said I’d do anything for this
But Jesus Christ your asking so much of a 17 year old guy
Goddamn I miss you I miss having sex I miss kissing and making out I miss when it was us and only us and that was fucking okay, I miss all the stupid games we’d play just to have an excuse to do kisseys I miss how damn supid we were together like last night.. thats all I ever wanted Laura and I’m here ready for that.. I miss you Laura holy shit I just fucking miss you..
7 months of bein pent up
I need some serious FUCKING time
Crying with goofy and Toby..
Im starting to lose it..
How.. How can you say that..